blah blah

Spent the whole weekend worried, thinking what would it be like ... i hate the first day at school, aloooot !! ... started getting stomach cramps on my way to the university and i swear my hands were shaking while i was walking ... kept the wide smile on my face, telling myself that this year is going to be AWESOME !

when things were getting better, boom !! .. one of my high heels got broken :/ .. i had to walk on the tip of my toes of one foot and on the heels with the other foot so that i wouldn't look like some kinda freak ... which was painful !!!!!!

then i found out that our class is a more than 50 years old building O_o .. where u can even hear what's going on the other side of the wall ..... seriously whyyyy !??!! .. there r plenty of classes in the new building, it's like they're just trying to piss me off

but you know what .. i'm ok with all that, and i'm actually excited :D :D .. haha this year is awesome ;D .. ROCK ON !!! XD

UPDATE :D + TaG !

So .. finally after about two months, and under a special request from my beloved friend Faten ♥ .. here's an update hehe XD

Basically this summer vacation was one of my favs, had so much fun .. I'm all refreshed now and ready for school, not excited though :/ .. there's going to be too many changes, and i hate that

yeah and i noticed that Jewel is gone ?! ... where did you go girl ?!!

anyway, since i have nothing else to say, I'll do the five addictions thingie ... tagged by Hind ♥

1. My Ipod -
actually it's more like a habit now .. i tried to stop listening to music during ramadhan, but i couldn't

2. Green Tea -
yeah I know, i was one of these people who hate it .. but now i drink like 2 cups a day

3. Cooking & Baking -
it's sooooo exciting .. looking for a recipe in the internet then trying it and tasting the results :D .. and believe me when i say this, I'M GOOD teehee *_*

4. Home Sweet Home Game -
u all should download it ;D

5. Nintendi Wii -
omg this should be number one !!


P.S. My Birthday is on October 16th ;P

One Of These Days

Yesterday, around nine ..... me in a shitty mood and so freaking exhausted, whining and complaing about them breaking my precious mobile :'( ... seriously first, baba dropping it and it started doing weird things .. then my sister taking it without even telling me !!! and still don't know what did she exactly do with it .. but when i got it back the tiny speaker inside or whatever it's called wasn't working .. so if someone called i wouldn't be able to hear anything !! ... the only way was to switch it to the speaker & having everyone hearing who i'm talking to and stuff

I lived like that for a week !!! a weeeeeek !! man how embaracing it was, being around my friends and calling dad asking for the driver .. when he decides to ask lots of silly unnessasry questions, then me looking back at my friend and smiling like nothing even happened

anyway ... back to yesterday ... told them fix it or buy me a new one .. and finally they felt pity for me .. baba took the mobile to fix it ... and I went to my room to rest, called a friend, i was like " maghoooooraaa .. i'm going to cry ... ok i'm crying" .. guess my hormones were striking! ..... hmm fell asleeeep

got up couple of times .. upset that no one came to check on me ... at seven !! .. seven !!!!! my lovely twenty-one hours of sleep :'> !! where i could've been dead and no one checked if i'm ok or still alive ! .... mama was knocking telling me that one of my friends called & she's having a pool party right now .. ! i missed the party :( ..

everything is passing slowlyyyy... woo have u ever got this feeling .. like the whole world is trying to piss you off in every single way

Finally it's six now .. me ready for sleep :'D .. tomorrow is a new day .. hopefully a better day :D

tagged

Tagged by Queen Balqees ;P

Here are the Rules:
1. Put Your iTunes/ music player on Shuffle
2. For each question, press the next button to get your answer.
3. YOU MUST WRITE THAT SONG NAME DOWN NO MATTER WHAT!!! After you’ve answered all of the questions, tag 5 other people and then let them know they’ve been tagged to do them themselves

1.IF SOMEONE SAYS “IS THIS OKAY” YOU SAY?
Do No Wrong - Thirteen Senses ( haha )

2.WHAT WOULD BEST DESCRIBE YOUR PERSONALITY?
Bed - J Holiday ( ye3 .. what the hell !! )

3.WHAT DO YOU LIKE IN A GUY/GIRL ?
Epiphany - Staind ( huh ?! )

4. HOW DO YOU FEEL TODAY?
You've Got a Way With Me - Shania Twain ( omg eee .. someone made me feel much better today )

5.WHAT IS YOUR LIFE’S PURPOSE?
52 !!!!! ( lool that's a track name )

6.WHAT DO YOUR FRIENDS THINK OF YOU?
Whatever Will Be - Vanessa Hudgens ( i finally learned to say whatever will be will be ... i've learned to take the good, the bad and breathe .. LOVE the lyrics )

7. WHAT DO YOU THINK OF YOUR PARENTS?
One Night Stand - Enrique Iglesias ( O_O they r my parents! )

8.WHAT DO YOU THINK ABOUT VERY OFTEN?
Hilary Duff - Play With Fire ( hmmm )

10.WHAT DO YOU THINK OF THE PERSON YOU LIKE?
Jingle Bells Cover - Basshunter ( this song marra trage9 :D )

9.WHAT DO YOU THINK OF YOUR BEST FRIEND?
Lips of an Angel - Hinder ( lool ok )

11.WHAT IS YOUR LIFE STORY?
Within Temptation - Destroyed ( laa2 laiish :( )

12.WHAT DO YOU THINK WHEN YOU SEE THE PERSON YOU LIKE?
Letter to Dana - Sonata Artica ( lol Dana who ? )

13.WHAT DO YOUR PARENTS THINK OF YOU?
maiami - 3ashoOo ( LOOL oh yeaah .. looove that song ;D )

14. WHAT WILL YOU DANCE TO AT YOUR WEDDING?
nickelback - how you remind me ( yea it kinda fits )

15.WHAT WILL THEY PLAY AT YOUR FUNERAL?
This I Promise You - N'Sync ( :( )

16.WHAT IS YOUR HOBBY/INTEREST?
7usain-aljasmy_al-3adala ( hehe ok )

17. WHAT IS YOUR BIGGEST SECRET?
Look Into My Eyes - Dmah ( lol liked that answer )

18.WHAT DO YOU THINK OF YOUR FRIENDS?
elissa - 3ayshalak ( my lofly priends )

19. WHAT SHOULD YOU POST THIS AS?
Blue - One Love

20. WHAT DO YOU THINK OF YOURSELF?
The Call - Backstreet Boys ( yessss .. i still LOVE them teehee )


ok .. now I tag ,,
Jewel .. Pinkish .. Faten .. Laly .. Jouja

tagged

tagged by my sweet pumpkin

ID
Name: Afnan
My friends call me: Afnan .. Fanno, fanoona, fonfon, fonzie
My Nickname(s): Same .. and my parents and brothers call me el-dallo3a :/
Major: Medicine
Job Title: Student

FAVES
Boys name: Faisal .. Azzam
Girls name: Noor .. Jullanar
Fruit: Peach .. Watermelon
Veggie: carrots <3>Fast food place: Dairy Queen
Favorite cartoon character: Bomba
Ice Cream: old fashioned butter pecan

HAVE YOU EVER?!
Bungee jumped: yes
Used someone: umm i don't think so
Had bloody nose: nope, never
Played truth or dare: Yes
Put your tongue on a frozen pole: no
Been in a physical fight: Yes
Knocked on wood: no
Broken a bone: no

LAST TIME
Laughed and why? few hours ago .. cuz my sister was crying lol
Cried and why? the day before yesterday .. i was soooo pissed at the maid bcuz she put my tooth brush upside down .. & i keep telling her not to .. but she's stupid .. i hate that helpless feeling that i start crying when i can't do anything about it >_<

Hugged someone and whom? Today, my mother
Recieved a call and from whom? Couple of hours ago from a friend
Used a pen and what did wrote? yesterday .. i was writing some recipe
Lied and whats the truth? today .. to my brother who is a wow's freak & he was like stop downloading and i said .. I'M NOT !
Recieved a message and from whom? coupla hrs ago .. from a friend
Took a shower: an hour ago
Put make-up on: hmm last week
Ride a bike: lol .. i don't know how to ride bikes aslan
Broken the law: umm o_O

WHAT DOES IT MEAN TO YOU?
Your family: the ones who i truly can't live without .. looove them with all my heart
Your home: the place where i can do whatever i won't and no one would judge .. the only place where i can be myself
Your friends: the ones who bring the joy to my life .. can't ask for better friends
Yourself: my ultimate crush ;P
Your birthday: i'm a year older -_- .. but yaay i can blow candles :D
Your bedroom: the place where i spend most of my time .. my own world
Your mobile: umm my mobile .. hehe
Your PC/laptop: my #1 entertainment
Blogging: a way of keeping myslef busy
Money: ♥♥♥♥♥♥♥

RIGHT NOW
Eating: Nothing
Thinking: about what i should do tomorrow
Smelling: my shampoo
Watching: Nothing
Listening to: right here in my arms - HIM
Feeling: umm
Wearing: PJs
Waiting for: nothing
Hating: my nails
Missing: no one
Loving: nothing .. lol
Worried about: nothing
Planning: when to wake up
Annoyed with: the slow internet connection -_-

MENTION TWO THINGS THAT
Make you happy: My family and friends
That you're obsessed with: accessories and accessories
Make you sad: my laziness .. and just waking up & deciding that i'm sad
You hate: tomatoes and our maid
You're doing: Filling out this tag
You like to eat: ice cream and french fries
Smell Bad: the mall's bathrooms and how my fingers smell after cutting cabbage
About you: umm i'd say isolated and happy :D
That you did today: slept for 14 hours :D then went out
That you're good at: memorizing (only if i wanted to) .. and ignoring things i don't like
That hurt: when mom keeps telling me about something .. and how my face felt after using some cream

RANDOM
Tell us something your "3ax el nas" about: i HATE tv
Can you play any instruments? Nope
List four things that you are less than 3 meters away from: water bottle .. ac's remote control .. headphones .. and my lip stick
Have you ever been told you look like someone, if yes, who? yes .. katie holmes :/
Are you enjoying this tag? not really
What bad habits do you have? pulling out my hair when i'm concentrating
If you could have one day being the opposite gender, what would you do ? afa7e6 :D
Worst thing that has happened to you this year: lol .. none of ur buisness
What's your current Habba Song? shake it - metro station
Any last words? i'm staaaarving :'(

elsawag ?!

so i was deleting some old stuff ... and i found this ... i know it's ollllld, but it cracks me up every time i play it XD


boomp3.com

why Disney ?! .. why

cinderella ... some stupid maid who was saved by a prince

rapunzel ... a witch's daughter, also saved by a prince

pocahontas ... ugly indian, and lucky her a cool guy fell in love with her

snowhite ... !$@ T%$! saved by a prince !!!!


seeee, my point is .. why is the girl the abused, ugly, stupid character in the story ?! and that singing cute prince is the one who does the saving hehe .. they are underestimating us !!!
and it's offending to us girls .. so,, I demand disney ppl to make a movie where the girl is saving the guy .... ughhh that's what happens in real life a9lan

women & marriage !~

so i was discusing this with a friend .. they say " women, can't live with them .. can't live without 'em ! " .. all that talk of women being hard to deal with ... which i strongly agree with

i mean ,, me as a girl .. i've grown alooot in the last two years, became i woman i guess hehe ... and started having these baaad baaaad real bad thoughts, i became evil .. not that innocent girl i used to be ... i believe every female is like that .. she can be bitchy .. if she wants to 6ab3an

poor men who have to keep up with us .. but surpisingly every man knows how to deal with his woman, .. it's like they're well disgned to ignore the lil silly anoyying things .. they know how to avoid problems !!! where women usually seek them .... seriously sob7an allah hehe

another thing is .... couples ... they say the wife is bad .. & no one can stand her, blah blah blah .... but u'll find that the husband is an asshole one way or another
like that pic .. ok she's a lil bossy .. but look at him !! a gun !!!! maaan they are perfect for each other

so this is the only way for married couples to live happily ever after

at the same time ... good caring ppl marry each other ..... what 's that sayying " el-6yoor 3ala ashkaleha ta8a3 " lol

.. anywaysss .. i know it's a silly post, haven't slept for more than a day ... it's like ekteshaft shay 5a6eeeeer that i kept sayying sob7an allah lol .. and my friend got pissed & left me XD

i'll read this when i wake up .. & see how ridiculus it is ... sweeet dreams to meeee

quirks !!

Tagged by Pinkish ♥

the six quirks tag ;D .. umm ok

1.I LOVE 63m elsoap .. yes "SOAP" not soup .. everytime i wash my face & start licking the bar hehe, gosh it's so tasty .. & i know for sure that if i got pregnant i'll be one of those ladies who eat soap

& who ever says it's ewwy .. well, try it urself

2. i do a weird thing with my nose .. but since one of my aunts made fun of me when i was younger i stopped doing the thing in front of others

3. everyday i wake up to find my bed a total mess, with the sheets off, pillows on the floor & my back hurtssss :/ .. have no idea what exactly do i do during my sleep

4. umm .. i get really irriated when someone takes my belongings without asking 4 my permission .. mama says that it's selfish of me .. but come onnnn, they're miiine miine

5. i don't consider lunch being lucnh without orange juice & salad ...

6. in movies and series .. i fall for the bad guy, even if he's ugly i'd love him .. never liked the good ones ;D

teeheee

Sisters are 4ever <3

from my one & only sister, who's 12 years younger than me o_O

hehe, that "unshooda" is something they took at first grade, kent aderes'ha back then, & it's supposed 2 be omy instead of o5ty, so i changed to o5ty el-9o'3ra so that she can memorize it .. & now she changed it to o5ty el-kobra .. see how sweeeet she is !! *_*

haallaaalllooyaaaaa ;D

so now after all our marks are out, i can say it's summerrr tiiime :D this is the first summer vacation -since i graduated from high school ya3ny- that i have NO STUDYING 2 do, yupppiiiee :">

i can't wait 2 get into that thing .. but they won't let me :'( .. baba says i might drown and no one would rescue me while they're all sleeping o_O

anyway, earlier today i was at this new shop "kika" where i saw a ba7rainy actress :D -umm i dunno know her name- and maaan she's much more beautiful in reality. this is the second time 4 me seeing a celebrity .. lol the first one was couple of years ago, we were at canada .. went to that place where there was music & bunch of girls dancing .. cameras , lights .. and woow there he was a hottt indian actor, i was really really i mean REALLY EXCITED .. started pointing and telling my brothers look look that's that hindi guy, but eh -_- they didn't even know him ... i was a huge fan of hindi movies back then

hmm ,, back to the summer talk, can't think of any plans but; working on that forex thing, learning photoshop, reading a book but i'm still looking for the right book, one with lots of picture XD , hmm what else, .. oh yeah making a fingers series with fatoony .. and no pinkish u're not in cuz u didn't liek the idea -_-

andddd finally finding the right husband for my cat :D .. omg talking about her, few days ago i caught her trying to eat a bug O_O .. yesss a bug !! .. i have no idea how did she manage to catch & kill it -cuz it flys- .. poor thing i yelled at her & she didn't want 2 come anywhere near me for few hours

Tagged!

Tagged by pinkish ;D ..

Put your answers to the following questions into the search field on Flickr.com and choose your favourite picture from the first page only and create your own mosaic here.

1. What's your name?

2. Your favourite food?

3. Your High School?

4. Your favourite colour?

5. Your celebrity crush?

6. Your favourite drink?

7. Dream Vacation?

8. Favourite dessert?

9. Your dream job?

10. The thing you like best in this world?

11. A word that describes you?

12. Your nickname?

OMG !!

just got back home & the creepiest thing ever happened earlier
i went 2 the mall with mama .. we had dinner & we were having fun .. then we headed 2 gate which is in the second floor .. it was late, quiet & spooky

faj2a some guy *in the his mid thirties, wearing shema'3 & a thobe with all kinda stains* came outta no where
him: taboon el-ragem ?!
us : ------

we turned away .. then again
him: men el-a5er taboon el-ragem wella a'9ef waj-hy !!
us : -----
*me trying my best not 2 laugh & mama pinching my thigh !!*

then mama took out the mobile
mama: ewa baba e7na 3nd el-bab
*i think she was trying 2 prove that she's not married, lol*
him: ewa 3amo huma 3nd el-bab, la tet2a5ar ! (would someone plzzz tell him that he's not being funny!!)

we got into the car with the driver hehe, locked the doors .. & there he was, driving right next 2 us .. sending something using bluetooth, so i switched it off
i was really scared, i mean is he drunk or something ! he can see that mama is an old woman .. have some respect !! -though many ppl think that we are sisters :/

anyway .. we called baba & told him what happened, he said don't home come & stop by the gas station & that he's coming .. i was like yaay here it comes :D .. the real action .. but damn the traffic light right before the gas station he disappeared !! #_#

we're home .. safe :D lol .. & baba went looking 4 that guy hehe * 5ayef 3la his juliet*

Yummy =D

"You don't know what you've got till its gone" ~ welcome home <3




I'm talented (H) .. & it's not betty crocker hehe XD

" splendid , pinkish ; those are for our cupcake shop ;D "

teehee ~

money money money .. i've always wanted 2 start my own business .. somthing 2 make easy money
~ a friend told me that i have a smart investing mind haha (A) .. so i've been reading about FOREX .. & inshallah i'll be working on that during the summer .. i'm gonna be rich =D lol
~ besides, me & my friends want 2 have a cupcake shop, or it's a coffee shop now i guess 8-)

seriously, it's boring graduating from a college & stick in one place 4 the rest of ur life :/

haha .. i think i'm that kinda girl who doesn't mind marrying an old man 4 his money >_< which brings me 2 ... last week king 3abdullah ♥ was here @ dhahran it was like being in one of those extreme make over programs .. everything went 2 wow in few days .. one day it took me 75 mins 2 get the uni where it usually takes 15 mins : .. but i was excited & smilling the whole time, seeing saudi flags everywhere, car accidents & angry ppl teehee yea, my sister participated in ARAMCO 75th anniversary celebration .. she was on tv, she even danced infront of 3aboOodty .:*_*:. yesssss i'm jealous .. i've always felt like i'm somehow special .. maybe i'm his lost princess, who knows .. or i might charm him with my beauty the moment he sees me :$





hehe .. that's her over there lol ..




yesterday i went 2 that place .. 2 see my sis performing that's where he ♥ stood giving his speech ehhee .:*_*:. i was there, i even touched the mic .. wanted 2 hug the whole thing but i didn't want 2 look like an idiot *~*

Thoughts ~

what's worse than hating urself .. when the ones u cherish the most think that u're no good 4 anything .. when ur own friends start 2 look down on u .. when reality keeps slapping u .... ~ yet u don't fight

I've been cracking 4 the past 2 years .. I tried 2 stand on my feet, & instead i fall deeper & deeper

I hate it when they lecture me, i look into their eyes & smile peacefully .. telling myself do they really think i'm dead inside .. i know all these things .. i know myself better than they do .. i know what's good 4 me & what's not .. no need 2 make it worse by sayying these cruel words

they keep sayying why r u this cold ?! .. well I'm not, i'm not ! .. if they knew me well, they'll know what a good pretender i am, with a laugh every1 thinks that i'm a careless, happy creature .. ugghh it's waaaay more than that !!

it's weird how lil silly things make u face the truth

I need 2 wake up .. take care of myslef .. they won't be there for me 4ever !

my health ~ my education ~ my parents ... those are my priorities now
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starting from now, I'M A NEW PERSON

Flaws

tagged by PINKISH 2 write about bad things in me .. hehe



1. I don't appreciate what I have .. simply ma fee shay yemlee 3eeny :/

2. I'm a bit greedy .. but umm who's not !

3. I start smiling when I'm in serious sitiuations .. like when I'm being yelled at, or someone is giving me an advice .. & the thing is that they think i'm making fun of them or not taking it seriously, but that's just the way i deal with these kinda things

4. my sleeping times are always messed up .. & it affects my life !

5. I love wasting my time .. I can spend hours, days doing absolutly nothing !!

6. sometimes I don't pay attention when ppl are talking to me .. it's like they're telling a story that i'm so not intrested in hearing it .. so i just nod my head & pretend that i'm lsning

7. i ENJOY pissing ppl .. the ones who i really love lol

8. i judge ppl .. i try not 2 .. but i can't help it


wow i'm such a bad person :/

PETS !!!

Hence I LOVE animals, I thought it would be the perfect thing to talk about in my first post

since I was a lil girl , I've always wanted to have a pet, but i wasn't allowed :/

we had lil birdies .. but they all died , or actually murdered !! lol

my uncle bought us a lovely tiny tiny rabbitt, but mom kicked her out ='(

till finallyyy my younger sis convinced mom to get rabbits

eventually she got rid of them teeheee

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A mircle happened,daddy brought a cat & mama didn't mind that !

but ehh .. it was the ugliest cat i've ever seen >_<

LOL

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I started looking 4 cute kitties 2 buy , & wow it's really hard 2 find cute ones

TEYYA #1

I know she wasn't that beautiful .. but i fell in love with her , unfortunatly she was sick .. had bugs , or whatevr it was .. so i took her back to the shop , & didn't even get my money back !!!!

an' yeah i paid 800 !! from my own mokafa2a =S

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My Sweetheart ♥ .. TEYYA #2

aah the most adorable litty in whole world .. she used 2 stand by my bed & start sayying " meow meow " lol .. so that i'd pick her & put her on my lap & that's the only she goes 2 sleep

she loves being cuddled, & she loved ME .. me & me only hehe .. she didn't like any1 else

she got sick ='''''( .. & passed away ...

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And Now .. TEYYA #3 .. lol

Shleeeeeping

wakes up 4 the shot

& back 2 sleeeeep

and what do u think happened ..!! she got sick and died !!!

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During that time .. i asked 1 of my cousins who's at egypt 2 buy me a lil kitty from there " they sell them in a really good price "

he came back with 1 .. they kept her outdoors & she died .. LOOOL

haven't even seen her , but they say she was cute

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TEYYA #4

awww .. don't u feel like u wanna kiss that lovely pinky nose

she loves 2 lay on her back ... waiting 4 some1 to pet her ^_^

and surpriiiiiiiiiise .. it's been over 2 months now .. & she's still aliiiiiiiiiiive woohooo =D =D

that's all 4 now lol

& as my mom says , hopefully i'll hate having pets when i have kids of my own XD